i have received a new cell phone! as such, the old one must be wiped and donated, but before this happens, a sentimental note. around the beginning of the summer, even into the spring semester of 2010, i began saving notes to myself in the drafts folder of my phone, messages i wanted to remember but didn't want to send to anyone. most of these occurred in the wee hours of the morning and some were deeply personal so i didn't feel like bothering anyone at those hours with those things. now, though, it's time to cast those messages aside, so i'd like to list them all here, as well as a few recent ones i quite liked.
"Where were YOU when we were back in NAM?!?" to be read like Christopher Walken
"I love the ska beat in 'Cry'" reference to a That Handsome Devil song.
"Luxury is the cause of ADD. luxury affords you to do many things, avoiding routine, not doing the same thing all the time."
"Adventurous people have no long term memory." i don't know if that's true anymore...
"My life goal is to be court jester in the royal court of wrestling." still is, a bit.
"We're still raising our kids in the 'women are for mating' realm of society but now we're trying to go beyond this, making girls equal to boys, expecting them to coexist without such feelings occuring. it has to be one or the other. i want every girl, so i need to either pick a side or find my own way that is its own." ..that stopped making sense at the end there...
"We see a set of rules and we copy it to our own lives. no one knows what te fuck is going on or how to act or do. We just find our own ways to fake it."
"We're all the same in that we're all struggling with evolution." it goes beyond that, i think...
"Lesbian fetish derives from the idea that women are only to be desired and can have no will of their own."i think what i was trying to say is that it avoids men being sexualized. the sexualization of men came about with the advent of women's lib, and thank goodness.
"Fuck! I'm ADD i get tired of people. TIRED of PEOPLE. If i'm tired with you i don't want to have sex with you or i don't make you happy."
"We didn't ask to be here. why make it so terrible?"
"All my life i've been a cowering wreck, mumbling "i want to be good" scared of the consequences."
"We're the kids that didn't get it."
"The announcers are intellectually superior to what is happening." a fundamental truth in professional wrestling
"Besides, you talk about dick girls and i don't want a girl talks about dick girls driving my car. i want them in the backseat."
"there are some stupid-assed kids out there right now that are unhappy and trying damn hard to be that way. i don't wanna be part of that anymore. who the fuck WANTS to be unhappy?"
"Art is dramatizing the ordinary the mundane the outdated the vulgar. we add and alter layers to them. we make them more interesting. we tell a story. that is art. art is the mundane. oh my god. i AM an artist. and this epiphany was brought to you by the WWE."
somewhere in the last semester i realized that my drafts box couldn't hold more than 20 messages and would automatically start deleting old drafts once the limit was exceeded. without telling me. so i lost a few back there. judging from what's up there, i don't think it's that big a deal...
onwards. let's crush this depression thing and find a reason to keep living, yeah?
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